A letter that will never wither....(a fiction)

"If you were able to read this, maybe, I wasn't there to see."

She's important, but I didn't know before. She's a great singer but I didn't able to hear any. She cared, but I didn't notice. She had gone so soon but I didn't have the chance to say goodbye.

7 years ago, I was happy, I loved someone, but she didn't love me the way I did. There's this girl, but I didn't noticed her at all. Yes! She made me happy. She comforted me when I was in pain, when I was in the midst of giving all up. She made me think that there's this new life waiting for me.

"She'll realize your worth, if you leave her without her noticing." she said. "The best way you can do is, turn down all the bad omens you feel and live your life to the fullest." she added. That was the words I kept for a long time.

Yup! it's kinda weird.

"Girls have these body languages and chorvaness na pag ginawa ng mga boys, iba na ang meaning."

YES! you've read it right.! haha naisip ko yan kanina nung kachat ko yung bestfriend ko(he's a boy).kasi naman napakaiba daw talaga natin, may mga bagay tayong alam at minsan hindi maintindihan. well, that's life.


ang weird nga natin minsan mga girls, right? kasi we're like super close and boys can never do that in public even in private. hahaha  here are some of my keen observations:

1. Girls always have these nicks, like "sweetie, mahal, bebe, sistah, anak, mami and etc...."
it's kinda normal for us, girls, to call our girlfriends with those nicks. but could you imagine your boy pals calling each other with any of those?
e.g. "bebe bryan, have you seen my girlfriend?" or "let's go mahal! yosi tayo"
KALOKAAAAH! hahaha!


2. Girl pals can hold hands while walking at the corridor, but boys? aww! no please! they might be mistaken as gays.  hell no!

3. Girl pals can ask about their period thingy and ask for a retouch at the restroom, while boys? can you imagine them saying this: "Pare, may powder ka ba? tara c.r muna tayo. retouch lang ako" or "dude, pakitingin naman sa likod kung meron ako...?"(referring to the monthly period of girls) (kaya nga siguro wala silang monthly probs:Dhaha)
haha!!! (LOL)


4. Girl pals can ask how do they look and ask for tips at the mall, but boys? nada!!
e.g. "Bro, bagay ba sa akin? do i look fat?" and another boy will answer, "mas bagay saiyo yung green or pink, para it won't look too simple, and that design is kinda elegant".. nyahaha!!!
hahahahahaha:D

5. Girls can cry about their heartaches in public with their girlfriends, but boys? HELL NO again! could you imagine one boy is crying and his boy pals say: "bro, okay lang yan, hindi ka niya deserve! wag ka na sad." (with matching hugs and kisses just like what girls always do.) so now, did it felt good imagining that situation? 

---ang weird na nang mga naiisip ko. pero totoo.


and lastly, kasi wala na ako maisip na iba, 


6. could you imagine a boy wearing lipstick? in a pink color or even a matte red? , imagine a boy tying a ribbon in his hair?, or even wearing a 6inches heeled shoes? and any other things... haha so WEIRD! haha


even Us, Girls, its vice versa:)


so bakit laging sinasabi ng mga boys na weird ang mga girls? when they're also weird enough to be compared of? :) wala naishare ko lang. haha


i think, now, people will think of everything as equal as it is. We have so many differences with each other, at the same time, similarities also occur.