A future inspiration...

I received a letter from the future. Dated:  Aug. 2, 2016, but seems like this letter is too old, maybe it’s from the year 2050, that’s why it’s old. It’s a story of a girl. A girl who dreams to be everything…

The Art of Everything

"Discipline. Success. Training"

You’re probably aware of these words, but you’re never sure that you have ‘em all, right? Let me invite you to my world, the world where Discipline is practiced, Success is aimed and Training is your life. The world of kick… 
THE WORLD OF TAEKWONDO.


Taekwondo, a martial art, whose origins traced to Korea, tae means "to strike or break with foot"; kwon means "to strike or break with fist"; and do means "way", "method", or "art". In this art you’re the brush and your canvass is the kicking pad. In many ways, this sport can teach you how to know the balance of everything.

Spell C-O-L-L-E-G-E

“Full of surprises”, Yes! That’s the best comment I could give my life as a college student. 

I’m on my junior year of my college journey, and as of now, I still feel like a thirteen year old girl who wants to explore more. I know, I know, I get lazy sometimes. Lazy doing homework, projects and some school stuffs. Every day, I’m looking for something new. It’s so seldom that I stay in the school for a seat after our last class because I have to travel from AUF to Bamban, Tarlac, though sometimes when I'm very exhausted, I stay at my mom’s apartment in Mabalacat, Pampanga. Well, that’s my routine every day, and I got used to it. And My Classmates, Friends, Lunch buddies and Professors, they’re the people who always make my day in AUF complete. And I guess, as a college student, I have to make sure that I enjoy every bit of my time in school.

At my early age......

A while ago, I was day dreaming, And a familiar lyrics were stuck in my head...

naaah! may nacompose kasi akong kanta nung nasa 6th grade pa ako, pero kaunti nalang naaalala ko. Kaya nga biglaan lang akong napaisip at gusto ko ulit alalahanin yung song. 

And it goes like this....

My name is.....

I’m Roanne Janine Quiambao , well, perhaps that’s the only name my parents have given me since birth. Obviously, I don’t use it for informal circumstances. But I always use RJ Quiambao for my identification.

Many wondered why I am named Roanne Janine, yep, that thing…. there were times other professors called me “MR. ROAN” after reading the attendance list during the first meeting and they're like funny because they are always in a "shock mode" whenever they see that the person they called is a girl. HELL-O!, which was really weird And yes, I’ve got this brief history of my name. And then I asked my dad, to tell me a story about it.

è ROANNE-  RODRIGO (Rhody) (my dad’s name) + ANDREA (Anne) (my mom’s name) = ROANNE

When they’re still in their boyfriend- girlfriend days, they used ROANNE to label their belongings.

They've decided that their first baby will inherit this cool name. And obviously, the winner was me. My dad said, they have this second thought of naming me ROANNE because I’m a girl because some people use ROAN for male names, that’s why they have this choice to name me ROXANNE which was indeed very appropriate for a baby girl, but my dad disagreed and conclude that it’ll not be a ROANNE anymore if they changed it to ROXANNE, knowing that it’s so seldom to meet a person named ROANNE back then, And he also wanted my name to be unique and different.

è JANINE- they said, there was this famous singer back in the 80’s and 90’s named “JANINE” that’s Why they have this idea of naming me after that singer. (which was really nice)

And that’s it, as I grow up, my friends called me differently:

è In our house they call me JHA/ NHINE/ ROAN/JAN

è My high school friends call me JHA/JANINE

è My close friends call me RO/ROE(row)/ RJ/ NHINE/JAN

è My college mates call me ROANNE/JANINE/ RJ/ROEN

You see, names are not just names, but they’re as important as the person who owns them. 

Dear future boyfriend

To my Future Boyfriend,

I’ve already come across many boys, and I know it’s really hard to define what really love is… I may be choosy sometimes, but I can assure you, when I love someone, I love him sincerely…

I'm not the typical type of a girl that is so confident with a talk and love thing, I'm this girl who wants everything to be taken slowly, like a normal Maria Clara. I'm not into material things rather I get so attach with hand crafted gifts or self-made things. a simple composed song will work. or just tell me your favorite story. I don't take things seriously, jokes are much appreciated.

spell STRESSED...

"Somehow, this semester just kicked the hell out of me, and I'm so blast off! I'm so tired! I need a long time rest... I need you, SEMBREAK."

Those shootings for 3films to be submitted on September 30, yes! we're all tired. I need an immediate remedy! I'm awfully stressed! hahaha
Masyado busy pala ang 3rd year. akala ko kasi chill chill lang... di pala!:(

madami na nga pala din akong namiss na gimik ng mga barkada! nagtatampo na nga ang iba, but still kailangan kong gawin yun kasi kailangan. I really.... and DEFINITELY need a long term rest. this coming October, I'm planning to take advantage of the semestral break. Am gonna study how to drive again, and this time, I hope, I could manage to bring my car with me in school. *para di masyadong hassle.

aba! maganda ang plano! :D pero let's see. My dad already asked me to get ready for my driving license. and Am gonna be excited for it.
another thing, Am going back to the GYM!

and yun nga! para mabawas ulit. mejo tumaba nanaman ulit ako mga dre! hahaha

waaaaaah!!! haha but yeah! i can do it! :) Go roan!


I really want to rest na! I'm so stressed... and I'm so tired to do things just the way I do it kagaya ng dati... alam ko mahirap pero yes! gaya ng lagi kong sinasabi .."CHILL!!! Life is just life... go with the flow" yep! yep!


P.S.
I won't definitely waste time:) i'll rest if there are chances.! I will! :)

A letter that will never wither....(a fiction)

"If you were able to read this, maybe, I wasn't there to see."

She's important, but I didn't know before. She's a great singer but I didn't able to hear any. She cared, but I didn't notice. She had gone so soon but I didn't have the chance to say goodbye.

7 years ago, I was happy, I loved someone, but she didn't love me the way I did. There's this girl, but I didn't noticed her at all. Yes! She made me happy. She comforted me when I was in pain, when I was in the midst of giving all up. She made me think that there's this new life waiting for me.

"She'll realize your worth, if you leave her without her noticing." she said. "The best way you can do is, turn down all the bad omens you feel and live your life to the fullest." she added. That was the words I kept for a long time.

Yup! it's kinda weird.

"Girls have these body languages and chorvaness na pag ginawa ng mga boys, iba na ang meaning."

YES! you've read it right.! haha naisip ko yan kanina nung kachat ko yung bestfriend ko(he's a boy).kasi naman napakaiba daw talaga natin, may mga bagay tayong alam at minsan hindi maintindihan. well, that's life.


ang weird nga natin minsan mga girls, right? kasi we're like super close and boys can never do that in public even in private. hahaha  here are some of my keen observations:

1. Girls always have these nicks, like "sweetie, mahal, bebe, sistah, anak, mami and etc...."
it's kinda normal for us, girls, to call our girlfriends with those nicks. but could you imagine your boy pals calling each other with any of those?
e.g. "bebe bryan, have you seen my girlfriend?" or "let's go mahal! yosi tayo"
KALOKAAAAH! hahaha!


2. Girl pals can hold hands while walking at the corridor, but boys? aww! no please! they might be mistaken as gays.  hell no!

3. Girl pals can ask about their period thingy and ask for a retouch at the restroom, while boys? can you imagine them saying this: "Pare, may powder ka ba? tara c.r muna tayo. retouch lang ako" or "dude, pakitingin naman sa likod kung meron ako...?"(referring to the monthly period of girls) (kaya nga siguro wala silang monthly probs:Dhaha)
haha!!! (LOL)


4. Girl pals can ask how do they look and ask for tips at the mall, but boys? nada!!
e.g. "Bro, bagay ba sa akin? do i look fat?" and another boy will answer, "mas bagay saiyo yung green or pink, para it won't look too simple, and that design is kinda elegant".. nyahaha!!!
hahahahahaha:D

5. Girls can cry about their heartaches in public with their girlfriends, but boys? HELL NO again! could you imagine one boy is crying and his boy pals say: "bro, okay lang yan, hindi ka niya deserve! wag ka na sad." (with matching hugs and kisses just like what girls always do.) so now, did it felt good imagining that situation? 

---ang weird na nang mga naiisip ko. pero totoo.


and lastly, kasi wala na ako maisip na iba, 


6. could you imagine a boy wearing lipstick? in a pink color or even a matte red? , imagine a boy tying a ribbon in his hair?, or even wearing a 6inches heeled shoes? and any other things... haha so WEIRD! haha


even Us, Girls, its vice versa:)


so bakit laging sinasabi ng mga boys na weird ang mga girls? when they're also weird enough to be compared of? :) wala naishare ko lang. haha


i think, now, people will think of everything as equal as it is. We have so many differences with each other, at the same time, similarities also occur.

Quotes Galore

I just love tweeting quotes by famous playwrights and novelists. These were some of those i loved most.

damiii! meron din akows syempre! haha hindi lingid sa lahat, i want to be a novelist. and Time will come people will also post my words as their inspirational quotes:)

A Touch of Difference

(this is for my assignment, a reaction paper for my history subject concerning how to make history subject interesting for students:))


With regards to the article concerning History subject, I must say, that article was just one of the many articles that evaluate History subject and teachers. We all know that somehow there’s this difficulty in relating ourselves when we study History, because of the dates, names and places that we are forced to review, yes we review, we read, but we don’t really see the meaning of those things that were written and taught to us. But what matters most is that, History will connect us from the past so we have to keep ourselves straight-forward on learning this subject. The more we engage to reading news and articles about those late heroes and special people, the more we will understand how great it is to be back from the past.

Busy-busyhan

As always, pag nasa school ka, you're going to be busy sa lahat ng oras:)

In my case, i'm going to take up 24 units, which means, super overload ako. But it's fine, i'm ready for it anyway!:)

So, Junior na ako! YES! malapit na ako maggraduate, as in gusto ko na talaga maranasan ang buhay sa real world! hahaha! nagmamadali na ako kasi baka gumunaw na ang mundo! Chos! :D
Sana walang masyadong maging pressure ang pagiging irreg for me:) as of now naman i can handle the time management kasi i have to wake up early to catch my 7am class. *KAYA KO TO! AJA!

okay, i can't write blog na mahaba for this time. medyo nasa stage pa ko ng pagkatamad, but i promise i'll keep you posted about my life as a JUNIOR!:D haha saya!

say hello to your notebooks and pens...

heyyah! Back to school again...

i bet madami pa ding bitin sa vacay...:D me too!

as expected June6 ang pasukan namin, but FORTUNATELY there's this change of plans, our school confirmed that our school year will start on June 13, which means it was moved and vacay has it's great extensions!yehey!
Luckily i'm not the only one na masaya, LAHAT KAMI!!!

2weeks from now, we'll say hello again to our classmates and professors, and we'll say hello to a new and happy year.. i'm on my 3rd year in college this year and 2years from now, i'll enter the real world na!:) it's been a while, ika nga!:D haha

*my vacay was home-bound vacay, kasi nasa bahay lang ako, chill, chill, lang... haha twitter, tumblr, facebook and other soc-net :) i met new friends din.:) i'm looking forward for a great school year this year.

*MY PLANNER IS NOW READY TO WRITE AND PLAN FOR MY ENTIRE SCHOOL YEAR! GOOD VIBES AHEAD!

He'll always be remembered...

Antonello Joseph Sarte Perez

a good friend,son,cousin, professional actor, and a humble star.

Last April 17,2011 (Palm Sunday) he was killed in a highway accident in Tarlac.

What can you say about Aj Perez?
 Born Feb.17,1993, A LSGH student. I was a big fan of Aj Perez since i was in grade school, i saw him in a globe commercial and milo commercial. He was pretty good in playing basketball. at an early age i followed every project he did, i was struck by his charm in ABT UR LUV and as follows, i also followed his path in CANDY MAGAZINE, followed his candy chitchat schedule and everything.
I can't imagine that i'm writing a blog for his memoriam, he's just 18 yrs old, we're actually at the same age, at first, i was in the stage of denial of believing that he's already dead, but when i saw all the news about him, iwas really in pain. i felt bad.

I was very thankful because I met Aj Perez, he even greeted me last year for my bday. He was such a good and humble friend.


December of Last year, I lost my Motorola L7 phone where in i have my pictures with Aj Perez there, the time i lost that phone i was so depressed because those are my only memories with Aj, and when he greeted me on my bday, i asked him if it's ok to have a picture with him again, if there'll be a chance he said it's ok, it's really nice if i could have a memory of him again.

but it'll never happen again.:(

For Those Who Love AJ Perez...

We all know AJ will always be remembered, AJ Perez will always be AJ Perez . We all know that it'll be hard to accept what happened but we have to be strong for him to be more happy. The process of acceptance will be hard and will take time. we are all Aj's Family.

AJ, Thank You for touching our lives, especially mine. You are my inspiration in everything I do, because you're the best person to be proud of. i'll always remember you, Till we meet  again, I love You, Farewell to You MY FRIEND.

i'll be what?

"San mo balak magtrabaho pag naggraduate ka?" - asked by my friend, who's really sure of her future work because she'll be going to London to be a ______ there. (bragging, right?)

Saan nga ba? napaisip tuloy ako. Gusto kong maging Media Director ng Marta Stewart Show or ESPN, kaso they need a 10 year experience muna bago makapasok dun, well siguro papasok muna ko sa mga local t.v companies para magkaexperience, hindi naman kasi ganun kabilis ang gusto ko. Maganda din daw maging reasearcher para sa mga shows, as for a communication student na katulad ko, dun lang naman talaga ang perception na pwd kong tingnan, dahil kailanman hindi ako pwdng pumasok sa OPERATING ROOM ng hospital at CONSTRUCTION SITES na para lang sa mga med students at engineering student.:) (PILOSOPO)

Anyhow, gusto ko kasi maging famous novelist, na medyo impossible, kasi over na ang pagka-techy ng mga tao ngayon, paano pa kaya sa panahon namin pag kami na ang magtatrabaho, at gagawa ng mga sulatin namin?:D (grabe lang)
medyo mahirap din pala magisip ng mga bagay na ikatatagumpay mo. haha

"basta pag naPublish na ang unang book mo bigyan mo ko ng copy ha? ay! yung Manuscript nalang ng ginawa mo. go!" - as said by my cousin, Angel Gorospe.

Ang galing no, may mga naniniwala parin pala sakin, haha. pala-isipan parin ang mga bagay-bagay sakin,:)
Minsan pala kailangan mong maghanap na para bukas hindi ka na mahirapan at may idea ka na.. ayan meron na nga naman ako. hindi naman sa pagmamayabang pero, Honestly, gusto ko talagang maging director ng mga show, or even movie..pang world class sana ang dating. haha famous novelist na laging sold out ang copies ng mga sinusulat at in hundreds of language nakatranslate. sarap ng feeling ata nun. (masaya lang) malay ba natin, baka sunod na blog ko eh sinasabi ko na achievements ko. (crossfingers!)

Grabe lang, hindi ko akalain na sobrang libre mangarap:) haha

wag muna ngayon, please...

TINATAMAD AKO!!! :( ewan ko kung bakit..

hindi naman ako ganito dati... madalas akong online dati, 24/7, eh ngayon, feeling ko inaantok ako bawat minuto. ganito na ba talaga ako katamad!?

Naghahanap ako ng magandang dahilan para maipagpatuloy pa ito. Minsan nga naiisip ko pa, 

"Aba, ang dami kong sites na iniiwan, masyado na ata akong nahuhumaling sa salitang PAHINGA, hindi ko na madefine."

I'll be out for no reason, Deactivating all my sites is the answer.

i'm that "CHILL" person.

somehow, there are things that we're used to and we're not.


I just miss the thing they cold "impact". reviews, productions and a heck of a busy week, i don't know, i'm just tired. i'm not used to stress and fails. my friends aren't really just around, they're busy with their life too.

well, unfortunately, i now believe that "Life sometimes sucks!" as for this minute lang:)

i never wanted anything to think the whole day i'm that very calm person that just seats and waits but do not merge into those problems heading up.
I must say, i totally hanged up! it totally ruined everything. stress makes me feel so rude! and i'm not that bad, really! i just don't understand...

but it had a great punch on me, i now know that certain things doesn't go with the flow, you must change for you to fit your sched and a matter of extra motivating words will help you clear your mind...

I'm half of my ways now:)

WIFI na si bahay ulit!:)

am so happy sa wakas nabalik na ang internet connection ko... i love it!:)


my wifi router:) nice nice

i'm happy...

i told myself for a long time that San Juan De Letran is for me... but i ended up studying at Angeles City, the school that was never on my school lists... but now i realize that AUF is somewhat a good relief for me...

 Together with my classmates- ABCOMM2, yes, i feel that this is my new home, new home to love and new home to cherish. As i enter our classroom each day, the bitterness in me turns into happiness. nyahaha wala kang i feel comfortable na eh, but sometimes i still don't get satisfied, Manila girl na nga ako kung tawagin, yeah, because i always talk about Manila and my Manila friends, well that's it is...
i always ask myself  "can i be satisfied now? i have new classmates/friends... even my old friends are still there..o sige, maybe i could just continue what i want after graduation, after all, 2years nalang."
yah! oo nga noh, sige sige, yun na...

i'm happy that's all that i can say...

chasing pavements...

well, i just like this song... that's how plain it is:D